date: — 28/7/2022 —
mood: depressed but coming up
song: christian woman – type o negative
i’m deep in the winter blues right now, but there’s only a month or so until the first sign of spring are to be expected. i did spot some cheeky wattle blooming though, so maybe there’s hope for an early spring, and therefore, an early release from this dreary hell that is my body. i need to start living 6 months in the northern hemisphere for my mental health. there’s even more motivation to make big bucks.
i’ve mostly been thinking about self-hosting my content on a vps instead of dropbox, and improving my website. i’ve been thinking much less about being a sexy spitfire with an addiction to anal. being horny is something that only happy me seems to access sadly. however my inspiration for filming is still burning so i’m still thinking about what to create next, and how to improve my filmmaking skills. i think my audio needs improving and i still haven’t figured out how to upgrade that. but i can’t film any great fuck machine videos until I do because the audio is unbearable with that damn motor.
I’ll be back to making new videos soon, i just have to get to force myself to do the dishes and exercise for my mental health and then my brain will heal and I’ll be able to be horny again.
xx V